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[despairorhope]

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[hopeindespair]

[ he's not in a good mood in the first place -- for Komaeda's relative idea of a "good mood" -- so having someone in the resource course shout him down in this particular moment, even if they'd talked before, is something he's more than a little short with at the moment. ]

What?

[ he doesn't stop walking, either. ]

[despairorhope]

[jogs a little to catch up with him. and... for all he's being ballsy as hell and kind of feels like he's dying because of it, he is also genuinely worried and that shows.] Are you okay? You've been missing class a lot.

[hopeindespair]

To be pitied by someone like you ... I must really seem pathetic right now.

[ he murmurs in his same airy sort of tone, not quite an answer. ]

[despairorhope]

...I'm not pitying you. You seem like you're in really bad shape, Komaeda.

[hopeindespair]

It's fine. You have more important things to worry about, don't you?

[despairorhope]

Your health isn't unimportant.

[hopeindespair]

Hinata-kun should worry about his studies. You wouldn't want to be mediocre forever.

[despairorhope]

[FUCKING

OW???]

[despairorhope]

--And what about yours?

[hopeindespair]

[ MAXIMUM BITCH ENABLED ]

They're doing well ...

[ despite him not showing up ... ]

[despairorhope]

...Good. There's that, at least. But is something going on with you...?

[hopeindespair]

[ there seems to be a moment of thought where he tips his head to look at him ... ]

Hinata-kun ... Would you really like to know?

[despairorhope]

[oh he knows his name like he said it before but it didn't quite register because he was also being mean squares his shoulders and nods.] Honestly, I wouldn't be pestering you like this if I weren't serious about it.

[hopeindespair]

[ you should be grateful, tbh,

he nods thoughtfully, seeming to arrive at a decision. ]

Can we discuss it somewhere in private ... ?

[despairorhope]

[seems surprised, but willing to accept it.] Sure. Do you have anywhere in mind?

[hopeindespair]

The bathroom should be fine, shouldn't it?

[despairorhope]

Ah... I guess at this hour it wouldn't be too crowded.

[hopeindespair]

Yes ... it suits you.

[ heading for the dude washrooms then ]

[despairorhope]

[that stings pretty badly, but... he wants to make it clear that he's not backing down on his concern for Komaeda's wellfare, so he tags along wordlessly.]

[hopeindespair]

[ he's not stopping at just the washroom; he's trying to tug them into a stall together, raising a finger to his mouth to indicate quietness ]

[despairorhope]

[holy fucking shit what there are like ten scenarios running through his head and 9 of them are lewd so like he is! quiet! as indicated! but! dying]

[hopeindespair]

Hinata-kun ...

[ his voice is purposefully breathy, and though there's still some disdain in his voice the closer he gets to Hinata the hungrier he gets -- there's a hint of desperation as he turns, closes the stall door behind them then tries to grab his collar and press him up against it. ]

You won't tell anyone a word about this, right? You can at least do that much, as a reserve course student ... keeping your mouth shut.

[despairorhope]

[this is both like, actually a wet dream actually happening to him right now, and also deeply concerning? because this has to be real. komaeda wouldn't be saying such cruel things if this were a dream, that nightmare is reserved for reality.

so he's shoved against the stall door, but he's also grabbing Komaeda's wrists, not resistance just yet, but a signal that he could.]

I won't tell, but not as a reserve course student. I won't tell because I care about your well-being. Komaeda, what's going on?!

[hopeindespair]

[ his lips curl just a bit in annoyance at being grabbed but he's not in a state -- or doesn't feel the need to stop him.

he parts his mouth and his lips curl further, showing ... surprisingly sharp canines but it's just for a moment before he leans in --


Komaeda obviously knows exactly what he's doing because his lips brush up against Hinata's neck, his body tucked in close to the other man's. ]

[despairorhope]

Komae--

[his voice dies in his throat, his eyes had to be fooling him because there's no way his teeth were that sharp, and if they were why is Hinata letting them put them anywhere near his throat? but there's just... no way he can even pretend he wants this to stop at the moment, breathless and wide-eyed as his whole world narrows down to the feeling of his incredible classmate pressed close to him.]