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[despairorhope]

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[despairorhope]

...Good. There's that, at least. But is something going on with you...?

[hopeindespair]

[ there seems to be a moment of thought where he tips his head to look at him ... ]

Hinata-kun ... Would you really like to know?

[despairorhope]

[oh he knows his name like he said it before but it didn't quite register because he was also being mean squares his shoulders and nods.] Honestly, I wouldn't be pestering you like this if I weren't serious about it.

[hopeindespair]

[ you should be grateful, tbh,

he nods thoughtfully, seeming to arrive at a decision. ]

Can we discuss it somewhere in private ... ?

[despairorhope]

[seems surprised, but willing to accept it.] Sure. Do you have anywhere in mind?

[hopeindespair]

The bathroom should be fine, shouldn't it?

[despairorhope]

Ah... I guess at this hour it wouldn't be too crowded.

[hopeindespair]

Yes ... it suits you.

[ heading for the dude washrooms then ]

[despairorhope]

[that stings pretty badly, but... he wants to make it clear that he's not backing down on his concern for Komaeda's wellfare, so he tags along wordlessly.]

[hopeindespair]

[ he's not stopping at just the washroom; he's trying to tug them into a stall together, raising a finger to his mouth to indicate quietness ]

[despairorhope]

[holy fucking shit what there are like ten scenarios running through his head and 9 of them are lewd so like he is! quiet! as indicated! but! dying]

[hopeindespair]

Hinata-kun ...

[ his voice is purposefully breathy, and though there's still some disdain in his voice the closer he gets to Hinata the hungrier he gets -- there's a hint of desperation as he turns, closes the stall door behind them then tries to grab his collar and press him up against it. ]

You won't tell anyone a word about this, right? You can at least do that much, as a reserve course student ... keeping your mouth shut.

[despairorhope]

[this is both like, actually a wet dream actually happening to him right now, and also deeply concerning? because this has to be real. komaeda wouldn't be saying such cruel things if this were a dream, that nightmare is reserved for reality.

so he's shoved against the stall door, but he's also grabbing Komaeda's wrists, not resistance just yet, but a signal that he could.]

I won't tell, but not as a reserve course student. I won't tell because I care about your well-being. Komaeda, what's going on?!

[hopeindespair]

[ his lips curl just a bit in annoyance at being grabbed but he's not in a state -- or doesn't feel the need to stop him.

he parts his mouth and his lips curl further, showing ... surprisingly sharp canines but it's just for a moment before he leans in --


Komaeda obviously knows exactly what he's doing because his lips brush up against Hinata's neck, his body tucked in close to the other man's. ]

[despairorhope]

Komae--

[his voice dies in his throat, his eyes had to be fooling him because there's no way his teeth were that sharp, and if they were why is Hinata letting them put them anywhere near his throat? but there's just... no way he can even pretend he wants this to stop at the moment, breathless and wide-eyed as his whole world narrows down to the feeling of his incredible classmate pressed close to him.]

[hopeindespair]

[ Hinata's hot and so full of blood he can feel his pulse against his lips -- he's so hard to resist, even a reserve course student who had no special talent at all, who had no hope -- Komaeda feels disgusted with himself but maybe, really, this is all he deserves to drink from in the first place.

he tips his head in and sinks his fangs into the crook of Hinata's neck, pinning him against the door with a force that's probably surprising. ]

[despairorhope]

[...maybe this is a nightmare after all? some sort of horrific wet dream nightmare combo. is he into vampires? is he into being degraded? is he discovering his kinks right now? god he kind of hopes so because if not: what? the? fuck??? to his credit he stays quiet, just gasps and tightens his grip on Komaeda's wrists, grappling with both the pain of being bitten and the. rest. of the feelings. associated with the bite. he was already half hard, aphrobites are just unfair. that said, he tastes... really average. depending on how starved komaeda is he tastes delicious, of course, but by usual standards he tastes neither good nor bad, just... normal.]

[hopeindespair]

[ he'd be disappointed if he weren't so desperate. he's so hungry Hinata's blood tastes like nectar from the gods and he nearly whines against his throat, airy and satisfied as he drinks, able to ignore or at least not acknowledging Hinata's cock half-hard against his thigh --

but that's only for a second and his gaze is lifting up to Hinata's with his eyebrows lifted, as his leg pushes up harshly against him. ]

[despairorhope]

[hisses between his teeth, not hesitating to meet Komaeda's gaze one bit. that leg hurts but feels good, everything about this hurts and feels good, Hinata is flushed and confused and a little angry but not lashing out or pulling away. he's still not sure this is real, but he's not willing to write off that (im)possibility either.] You--

[hopeindespair]

[ he finally pulls back from his neck after a few more seconds of that, lapping hungrily at the leaking bite wound with a heady sigh. his leg hasn't left his cock but it's not exactly a comfortable pressure, either. ]

You ... do you enjoy being used?

[despairorhope]

Is it what you needed? [he's doing a remarkable job keeping his head on straight considering, well, everything, but it's got to be a struggle. it's all he can do not to squirm, grind against Komaeda's leg or pull away or something because that harsh pressure isn't helping how his veins are on fire right now.]

[hopeindespair]

Mm. I was hungry ... starving.

[ his knee pulls away just a little, and he exhales out. ]

It seems like you're starving for something yourself ... are you going to rut against me like a dog?

[ he says all that without missing a beat; casually derogatory. ]

[despairorhope]

[he wants to he wants to he wants to, hell if he could just convince Komaeda to jerk him off he'd probably die of happiness, regardless of the clusterfuck his other emotions are.

but he... swallows hard and shakes his head.]

I'll pass.

[hopeindespair]

Really, you don't want to be touched at all? You're surprisingly picky for a reserve course student.

[ he's just as venomous despite how much he needed for Hinata just a few moments ago -- how desperate he'd been to feed from him. ]

[despairorhope]

[it hurts. it hurts even more because he wasn't expecting it. but what kind of idiot does that make him? did he think it would make him special, going out of his way to help komaeda out? that's what everyone does. that's what everyone wants. to be near that kind of talent, touch it, siphon off some breath of glory... he really is painfully normal.]

...If that was all you needed, I need to go have my own dinner, now.