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[despairorhope]

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[despairorhope]

[Hinata is transfixed, watching Komaeda watching him is intense, unreal. He accepts his finger, too, tongue sliding even lewder against it, as if to clean it more thoroughly.]

[hopeindespair]

Hinata-kun ...

[ he murmurs, idly pressing his fingertip up against the back of his tongue, as if looking to see how far he can push how much Hinata wants to please him. ]

[despairorhope]

Nnh!

[his eyes widen, and he starts to pull back, not quite prepared to deal with that]

[hopeindespair]

Is that too much for a reserve course student?

[ he pull his finger out, but his tone is taunting. ]

[despairorhope]

--Why do you have to be a jerk?!

[hopeindespair]

I'm hardly being needlessly cruel.

[despairorhope]

You are too!

[hopeindespair]

Do you think a reserve course student deserves more?

[despairorhope]

That's- hardly the point!

[hopeindespair]

Ahahaha ... You don't. You don't think you deserve more, that is.

[despairorhope]

...Get off of me.

[nudging at him, not wanting to go so far as to push him even as upset as he is, even with his shoulder stinging painfully.]

[hopeindespair]

Why are you denying it ... ?

[ he stays a firm weight on him, surprisingly strong -- but he is a vampire, and a recently fed one at that. ]

Be like me, and recognize your lack of worth.

[despairorhope]

Do you think I don't already know?!

[hopeindespair]

Ahahha ... Then why are you upset?

[despairorhope]

This isn't something we need to talk about!

[hopeindespair]

It's pathetic to delude yourself.

[despairorhope]

I'm not fooling anyone, least of all myself!

[hopeindespair]

Then why ate you fighting it, Hinata-kun?

[despairorhope]

Who the hell wants to accept that they're nothing?!

[hopeindespair]

I don't have any issue with it.

[despairorhope]

I'm not like you! [a point of despair and all]

[hopeindespair]

But ... I can admit, that unlike my classmates, my talent's not much at all. I'm closer to you than I am to them.

[despairorhope]

That's...

[not? really processing?]

[hopeindespair]

Ahh ... maybe that's why I'm tolerating you at all.

[despairorhope]

...Yeah, I guess.