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[despairorhope]

THIS IS A POST FOR STUFF

AND PROBABLY ALSO OTHER STUFF

NSFW AND SPOILERS BELOW ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK

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[despairorhope]

...Komaeda. [his voice is a little shaky but he tries to still it, snaps his head up so he can look his classmate in the eye.] If you need blood again, I'll help you. If you want to talk, I'm here. But I won't... I won't just stay, to be mocked.

[hopeindespair]

[ his eyes stray to the little pinpricks of bite wounds on Hinata's neck. ]

You're not shocked? You're not going to call the police ... ?

Maybe you're a bit more useful than I thought.

[despairorhope]

[part of him wants to cover the bite, especially with Komaeda looking at him like that but... that would be a surrender somehow. It'd feel like losing.]

...I already knew you're special. This isn't too big a change.

[hopeindespair]

Your lack of a reaction is a bit surprising.

[ he says bluntly, reaching up to cup the underside of his jaw -- his gaze still focused on that bite as he licks his lips. ]

[despairorhope]

[fffreezes, heartbeat thumping.] I could freak out, if you'd prefer?

[hopeindespair]

It's like I thought ... Maybe you just like being used.

[despairorhope]

[(maybe he's right) ...swallows hard.] I just. I want to be able to help you. Is that strange? That can't be unusual.

[hopeindespair]

[ he tips his head. ]

I just sucked your blood without your consent.

[despairorhope]

Yes! I definitely didn't somehow miss that!

[hopeindespair]

But you're fine with it still ... ?

[despairorhope]

I'm- actually pretty mad. A bathroom? Seriously?

[hopeindespair]

Like I said, it suits you.

[despairorhope]

I already said I'm not staying for that kind of talk. [straightens his collar and reaches for the latch on the stall door.]

[hopeindespair]

Shouldn't you be grateful I'm paying attention to you at all?

[ but he's not stopping him. ]

[despairorhope]

[YES and he is he really is that's the worst part of this he only hesitates for a second before he opens the stall and backs out.]

[hopeindespair]

[ serenely even as he leaves -- he himself is leaning heavily against a stall wall, lazy, satiated. ]

See you later, Hinata-kun.

[ an open invitation. ]

[despairorhope]

[PICKS UP SPEED, HE'S OUT OF HERE (fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck) time to book it to his own dorm room so he can jerk off angrily.]

[hopeindespair]

[ HAVE FUN WITH THAT



TIMESKIP??? he'd probably text him a week later


how did he get his phone number. fushigi mystery ]

[despairorhope]

[he tries to ignore the text but lasts like

ten minutes before there's a response.]

'how did you get this number???'

[hopeindespair]

"i thought you gave me it ... anyway, does it matter?"

[despairorhope]

[it. really doesn't matter at all. so dropping that.] 'what's up?'

[hopeindespair]

"i need you"

[despairorhope]

[that pause is probably him yelling into his pillow to muffle it.]

'where?'

[hopeindespair]

[ :) ]

"where would you like?"

[ a pause between the next message ]

"unless it's a bathroom again ... "

[despairorhope]

[.................

gives him the location of an unused rec room in his dorm]